"You know how in movie scenes where the characters are in a video chat with each other and they're staring directly and perfectly at the screen? Like, that doesn't happen in real life. Usually people are like staring lower, because their camera is hanging above their head or something like that. Paradoxically, as I was speaking to Vylet, it seemed like she was staring right into my eyes through the camera. It seemed like she was doing it just to make a point when she asked me "why do you write music"? Like I thought she was trying be funny, but she stayed that way for the rest of the call sflhsdj I wanna say it was kinda creepy,, but at the same time, maybe the point did come across. Why DID I write music? It just felt like I was supposed to do it like it was my purpose, my cutie mark would make that more evident right. But still, I never thought about it metacognitively.

Do you think she was actually staring into my eyes? Or do you think she was just staring at the camera to get me to think about this more intensely? I don't really think you've ever had an experience like that yourself huh?"

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