“i feel like im seeing from such a long distance. my vision feels foggy, it’s very abstract i don’t really know how to describe it. love feels so abstract and weird. a lot of people describe it so tangibly but im still trying to understand why i need to be a part of that. i certainly don’t feel like it’s required to make art either.

it’s inspiring to observe and i’m happy for her. but i am not sure how i fit into any of that stuff. i like seeing it happen, just not being a part of it right now. you know. nice to think about.”